Random return to blog

Hello world, we have not met in a long while. Seems like I have been asleep for many months, laid dorment like some sort of dorment little bug or something, I don't know. I am now awake and I feel refreshed, I think I feel refreshed. I am taking some time tonight and do a little writing into my little journal because I feel like it !

From now I think I will write whenever I feel like writing, and if I don't want to write then so be it. It does not matter and I do not care, this is my own personal journal and everyone will have to put up with it !! Anyway, it's a very cold winter night here in Brisbane Australia. I can't believe so many months has gone by. When they shouted to the towns folk down below in a giants voice, time flies, time goes by, time is like a flash - they are right. I feel a little saddened by how quick the time has passed because I am uncertain about my achievements and how far I've progressed in life. I am too concerned about these little things about myself. Come to think of it, I have learnt a lot these past few months, I've learnt so many things about life.

You know when you feel like you've been tucked away under the sheets for so long and you almost forget about the world because you are so immersed inside your own dreamscape of a beautiful creative world, and then you wake up to the bright lit sunshine that hurts your eyes? You feel afraid of the light even though you know deep down in your beating little heart of yours that it brings you warmth, life, energy and the likes. This is a metaphor about my life at this stage.

You know how I've always been quite fond of living my life and acting like other people, but what I found out is that these people are just like you. They do things like you, they feel the same emotions, pain, and sense life pretty much the same way you do. People are just people, they're nothing to be scared of. You know when you're walking into a room full of people and you have to give a public speech about a certain topic. It is hard because you are looking at them as though they are bigger, better and live cooler lives than you. That's not true. When you see people as just people, nothing more and nothing less, then you will understand that people have weaknesses, they feel scared, they lose control of things and they are not all that big. People go out and put on a big mask and act all big and bad like a wolf but they go home and take it all off and in the mirror they are just a little boy who thinks the same way you do. I'm not scared anymore, I feel that a big weight has been lifted off me and I hope I will remember this always, just the way I did to begin with.

Random return to blog

Hello world, we have not met in a long while. Seems like I have been asleep for many months, laid dorment like some sort of dorment little bug or something, I don't know. I am now awake and I feel refreshed, I think I feel refreshed. I am taking some time tonight and do a little writing into my little journal because I feel like it !

From now I think I will write whenever I feel like writing, and if I don't want to write then so be it. It does not matter and I do not care, this is my own personal journal and everyone will have to put up with it !! Anyway, it's a very cold winter night here in Brisbane Australia. I can't believe so many months has gone by. When they shouted to the towns folk down below in a giants voice, time flies, time goes by, time is like a flash - they are right. I feel a little saddened by how quick the time has passed because I am uncertain about my achievements and how far I've progressed in life. I am too concerned about these little things about myself. Come to think of it, I have learnt a lot these past few months, I've learnt so many things about life.

You know when you feel like you've been tucked away under the sheets for so long and you almost forget about the world because you are so immersed inside your own dreamscape of a beautiful creative world, and then you wake up to the bright lit sunshine that hurts your eyes? You feel afraid of the light even though you know deep down in your beating little heart of yours that it brings you warmth, life, energy and the likes. This is a metaphor about my life at this stage.

You know how I've always been quite fond of living my life and acting like other people, but what I found out is that these people are just like you. They do things like you, they feel the same emotions, pain, and sense life pretty much the same way you do. People are just people, they're nothing to be scared of. You know when you're walking into a room full of people and you have to give a public speech about a certain topic. It is hard because you are looking at them as though they are bigger, better and live cooler lives than you. That's not true. When you see people as just people, nothing more and nothing less, then you will understand that people have weaknesses, they feel scared, they lose control of things and they are not all that big. People go out and put on a big mask and act all big and bad like a wolf but they go home and take it all off and in the mirror they are just a little boy who thinks the same way you do. I'm not scared anymore, I feel that a big weight has been lifted off me and I hope I will remember this always, just the way I did to begin with.